Thursday, June 6, 2013

Still Unbelievable

I am finding myself at random times still shocked that I am actually in nursing school!  I am a nursing student!!  In my prereque classes I remember teachers saying, "when you're in nursing school..." or "this will come back in nursing school."  Now I am here!  Still a long way to go, but so exciting to be learning things I will actually use in my career!
On that same note...I am terrified that I am in nursing school!!!!  I am learning things that I have to retain to be able to take care of people when I am done!

I only have to go to campus today to 1- order my uniform and 2-to take my lab final.  I have had a few late starts this week and I am not a fan.  I am so much less productive in the morning when left on my own.  I work better getting up, starting my day, coming home and working late.  Good thing we switch for the next course; I'll be in the morning lab group with an 8am start time. 
I am getting really nervous for the head to toe assessment.  I know it all, but I am so nervous I will blow it when in the exam.  We are being videotaped :)  I had a good convo with my professor yesterday.  I went to her office to turn in an assignment and she asked me how I was doing (so much support).  Well that opened me up to start rambling like an anxious idiot!  I told her most of what I have written in here, how I love the professors, I love kids and see myself working in pediatrics, my revelation of realizing the faculty aren't scary because we are being taught by nurses, and how I am anxious but feeling better little by little.  Whew!  She agreed and said she loves when students have those "ah-ha" moments.  She also asked about my background.  I must have made waitressing not sound so great because she told me to not discount that role; multitasking, thinking on your toes and people skills come out of waitressing!  She said she would much rather have a waitress than an office worker in nursing school :)  Confidence boost, yes.

Off I go, for my long midday commute to school.  Here's hoping I remember all the points I have to hit on the exam!

1 comment:

  1. All that worrying and you still got a 100%! So proud of you. I will be your patient ANY time you need me! As a teacher, I love the "ah-ha" moments you have, too! And remember-Nevus flammeus!!

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